Who I Am

I’m just always
who I am

I’m hoping always
what I am

Leave me alone
Keep holding me tightly

If it’s difficult to you or
If it sounds conflicting to you

I’m afraid to say that
it’s not gonna happen tonight

Love the night owl you see
Love the early bird as well

If it’s difficult to you or
If you’re still unsure

I’m afraid to tell you that
it’s not yours at this time

Beginning including ending
Nights calling mornings

Present mixing future
Kindness revealing fears

Coffee during busy hours
Tea during nightmares

In Aufheben only
we could be together
we could barely touch each other

I’m just always
who I am

I’m hoping always
what I am

I’m hoping to you
as well

Thank you for reading this and being here with me today, the more we get old, the more we get difficulty to myself or others, I feel.